I think I had better leave this alone for awhile. My head and I are not agreeing, and working on something like this is not the wisest thing I could be doing right now. Of course writing is sort of out as well.
I did get something off in the mail today. Years ago, I would give myself 'word count bonus' for doing that. But then, that was back in the dark ages when I might actually miss a whole day without writing.