Sunday, June 25, 2006

Waking up....

That's what it feels like sometimes -- as though I've just awakened from a long stretch of sleepwalking to get back to work. I've written about 4k words today, did some DTF work and some work on Vision. I made dinner, cleaned some of the house, and worked on a Daz picture.

It's always good to get moving like this. I wish I could do it more often. I hope it holds up for a few more days because I still need to work on Vision and get it done before too long.

Russ should be leaving for New York on Wednesday. He's getting some odd messages on that end, so maybe he won't be going. I wouldn't mind if he didn't. He'd be gone until about the 4th, and with the sick dog, I really don't want to be here alone that long.

She is doing a little better, by the way. She goes to the vet tomorrow and we get more word.

The babies are doing well, too. They're still 'hold me' kitties, though they are getting to be a bit too big to hold both them at once. Cute little guys, though. They make a number of things better.

I just hope I can stay awake for a few more days. Time to get back to work now before the feeling goes away again. Posted by Picasa


cherylp said...

You are beginning to worry me, my friend. Perhaps it's more noticeable when I've been gone a few days and come back to your blog, but you're sounding more tired and more exhausted than ever before.

Those are symptoms of a number of worrisome conditions, and I wish you could see your way to going to a doctor for some tests. The human body can only stand the kind of stress you've been facing for so long before it shuts down.

I think it's time to think about Zette for awhile. Please consider shedding some responsibility.

I'm selfish; I want to see you lively and happy again, the way you used to be.

Zette said...

Thank you. I'm hoping soon....

But this won't be the time. We found out the poor dog is much worse, and the vet thinks we should put her to sleep before she starts failing and is miserable. I pretty much have to agree, because she's having trouble enough already. So sometime this week we'll be saying good-bye.

Russ is trying to get out of the trip to New York. That would be helpful right now. More helpful would be a job. Okay, I'd settle for a check just to tide us over.

I'm trying to get Vision done. I even wrote an article for it today, so that's good.

But all in all, it's not been a great day and I can't expect it's going to be better any time too soon.

I'd like a break. I would like to have some time to write and not really think about much else that needs done.

Maybe soon, right?

Jean said...

I'm sorry to hear Gracie has taken a turn for the worse. Being able to say good-bye is a small consolation, but it's better than not being able to do so. I know this is hard.

I have to agree with Cheryl -- make sure you take care of you as best you can given the circumstances you're facing. I know they're tough, but you need to be as healthy as possible.

I keep hoping you have some good news soon.